Paula O’Keefe’s youth was maybe a foreshadow of what it was to change into as an grownup: demonstrations of God’s love and energy amidst nice difficulties and trauma. While pregnant, a callous physician instructed her mum that Paula wasn’t prone to survive, however a cleansing girl really useful a Catholic priest, who reassured her after his prayer: “Don’t fear pricey, no-one who I’ve prayed with has ever misplaced their child.”
Her mum had change into a believer however the small household was beset by challenges, and Paula was subjected to abuse and mistreatment by others that took years to heal. Nonetheless her childhood religion grew and strengthened her throughout her difficulties, together with frequent strikes, residing in each the UK and the US at occasions.
Paula’s religion was robust sufficient that when at college, she wished to check drugs, or psychology and a language, to organize her for missionary work in Africa or Brazil. However she stored listening to about Russia and its want for Bibles, it being the early Nineteen Nineties. Finally in a church assembly, she heard a speaker say somebody current was referred to as to go to Russia. “No, not me, Lord,” Paula thought, “I do not need to go to Russia. It is chilly there and full of communists.”
You can guess how the story ends. Paula studied Russian and fell in love with the nation and its folks on her scholar 12 months there. Once graduated, she felt a name to go to part of the area that was a good more durable mission area than the motherland: Chechnya.
Her first views of the area weren’t promising: “A bullet-riddled home got here into my view, adopted by a burnt out constructing, then one other. We had been passing by some form of abandoned ghost city, devoid of individuals and livestock.”
The injury was from an earlier struggle: however what we generally name the Chechen struggle, which happened between 1999 and 2009, was but to come back. Paula would see its surprising penalties first hand. Even greater than the bombs and the worry of assault that is likely to be anticipated when battles rage round, there was widespread banditry – hostage taking for ransom, rape, battering – a lot in order that Paula stated it was week if only some in her church had suffered such violations. Her e book recounts:
“Many got here to the conferences depressed. In week, maybe just one particular person from the church had been robbed at gunpoint, crushed, or raped; or misplaced their residence, possessions, or a cherished one: or seen this stuff occur to household, neighbours, or pals. In a foul week, a lot of the church might have had one thing related occur to them throughout the week.
“If you did not deliberately elevate the dialog to one thing extra constructive, folks would continuously be speaking about terrible conditions. Sometimes there gave the impression to be completely no excellent news in any way: life simply gave the impression to be one nightmare after one other. And the doom and gloom might change into worse with every new subject of dialog.
“Hurt and traumatised folks clashing with different damage and traumatised folks brought about a whole lot of misery and friction even throughout the church.”
Which all sounds extremely bleak, however Paula’s e book is stuffed with constructive and faith-fuelled anecdotes of how her perception in Jesus introduced pleasure and therapeutic because it unfold to these round her – together with a number of instances of being shielded from the encompassing difficulties, and the supply of life’s necessities. As Chechens discovered religion in Jesus, they discovered a refuge from the horrors they skilled. Paula describes one instance of the distinction that religion made to the struggling folks:
“Galya grew to become a believer a short while later and softened significantly. She shared her religion together with her neighbours. Two of them, a blind aged girl and a mentally-ill teenage lad, quickly ended up with nowhere to go after their homes had been bombed and their relations had died. Galya took them in and lovingly taken care of them each, and we began a house group in her home. Our Father God reworked Galya with His love – and he or she, in flip, handed on His like to others.
“What an unfathomable privilege that God would select us, within the midst of our personal brokenness, to be His physique, arms and ft right here on earth. Oh the enjoyment of being vessels for His like to stream by as He woos His treasured lambs gently to Himself and heals them from the within out. One contact of His love – even generally by our far-from-perfect arms – transforms every thing. None of us would ever be the identical once more. Hallelujah! What a wonderful Saviour we serve.”
Paula’s positivity and religion shine by her e book, however she additionally tells how the years serving Chechnya amidst the horrors of its struggle took its toll on her, and he or she began to expertise signs of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. She hung out on the Pentecostal therapeutic charity Ellel Ministries to recuperate, and has stayed in each the UK and Spain for durations of time, although nonetheless concerned in therapeutic and different ministries. She additionally returned to the area and served the Chechen folks in refugee camps.
Today she faces a brand new problem. In the center of 2023 she felt a name to maneuver to Israel and he or she began exploring the best way to get there. She did not know then that the nightmarish occasions of October seventh would quickly unfold. Yet her expertise of ministering to the traumatised and struggling folks in Chechnya ought to assist her in her new problem, to serve a folks reeling from the Hamas assault, and going through missiles and assaults from their neighbours each day.
Her e book concludes: “Even although it is not at all times straightforward, being a follower of Jesus is essentially the most thrilling and fruitful life you might ever think about and you will see a number of miracles alongside the best way. It’s the life you had been created for!”
Quotes taken from Miracles within the midst of struggle: a religion journey, by Paula O’Keefe, printed by Sovereign World, 2021. Paula’s Stewardship web page is right here.
Heather Tomlinson is a contract Christian author. Find extra of her work at https://heathertomlinson.substack.com/ or through X (twitter) @heathertomli